Now...I still at office~ still have to work. I not blaming on my job... what had I choose it, I have to accept it. That's my "working" life... same as others too. Your friends, your life partner... is just that your family you cant choose. Now, I had everything I want, I have a job with good pay but lots of OT...a nice family members, they always care about me...& you, my lover. The only things that I couldn't control is you~ I can feel that you are always good to me. Fulfill every point that to be a nice boyfriend, but still not enough to me yet. I know that you care about me, will do everything for me. But from your eyes, I cant see our future. There is only the feeling that you love me. Is truth that I am a realistic gal. I want everything that could be control. Even our life. I wont believe that this world can be leaving without money... Love is only feeling. Feeling that cant touch it, cant see it... ... The only I can get from you is you love me, you care about me. But do you really know what I want? Maybe you are still not perfect enough for me yet. I really hope that you can be a successful man. You do that not for me too, is also for yourself. I hoping that we both can improving ourselves, self upgrading for nowadays world. Fight for our future~ This is the only things I want for you. Now, you really make me feel unsafe... ... Hope that one day you can change to be my Mr. Right! And also be a successful guy.